Disconnected

I’ve lost contact with the surface
Ungrounded floating balloon
Free of its tether to significance
Everything a sea of grey below
Not knowing what to hold
And what to let go of
Chaos in the minds question
Of what is to be done next
Life is happening with no meaning
Feelings blank and misunderstood
Nothing matters anymore
It is all just more of the same
Foreign, even to myself
Looking for something to grab onto
To land and feel once more
Find my feet and place them firmly
Bare on the ground of reality
To find meaning in living
Joy in my very existence
Love in the golden morning light
For the fact that I breathe again today

Debbie Gravett © 2018.03.25

Daily Prompt: Foreign
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